Your actions now will shape your future. And that's scary for me. Maybe I'm thinking too much but it hard for me not to have a plan set for myself. I am not the type of person that needs everything planned out. But I would like to plan how I might want my life to be like.
This time in my life have made me more aware of how much I don't know about myself. Throughout all my life, I lived under the guidance of my parents. Its always been what they want for me and I would go with it because I want to make them proud of me. Now that I am considered an
Adult, I took a step back from what other people want of me, to see what I want for myself.
If I know what and who I want to be, I can start moving towards becoming that person. I'd know what college to go to, what major to pick, what to focus on, and when.
I think this whole college thing has pushed me to understand myself better. I want to fully understand myself. I want to be that person that everyone says, "he knows who he is and he is true to himself."
I don't know if I can say I know myself. I doubt my decisions, and can't trust myself. So until I truly know myself, my life is not complete.
